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I recently lost the love of my life at 38 due to a massive heart attack. He battled with asthma the last year and lost his battle January 28, 2020. He took his last breath in my arms and was surrounded by love in his last moments. I'll never be able to escape that feeling and having to tell our son that Bill didn't make it. For the last four years we built a life together and we shared our living expenses. We had plans to be married over the summer but covid halted those p...lans. Without him I'm lost and will struggle to provide for Elijah the way I was able with Bill. Bill showered me with love and gave me a fairy tale life that I'll probably never find again. I'm grateful for our time together no matter how short it was. Without him I'm lost. My life is flipping upside down. Our son refuses to sleep at home, I have to worry about moving, I work overnight and now I have to figure out how to handle my working schedule, and I have no other options to keep our car. As I struggle to figure out what's next for me and our 13 year old son, my first thoughts was to sell our car. After thinking about it for a little while, I can't find it in my heart to let it go. We worked so hard and it's something that we did together. We bought this car 3 years ago and have 3 years left to pay it off. The total left on the loan is $14,338. If I have to sell it I will be heart broken. We bought it together and even though Bill isn't here I know he was so proud to have it. I know his suffering is over I still have to keep on and provide for Elijah and having a car is a big part of that. Anything will help, if you knew Bill you know he worked hard to provide for us and he had a heart of gold. I miss him more than anything. Thank you for anyone willing to help me in the worst time of my life. See more